I’ve been quiet & you haven’t heard much from me
Because I barely have time to breathe or to pee.
Sometimes I want to bang my head against a wall
And in between my legs it feels like there is a giant, heavy
Why oh why did the doc encourage me to have a VBAC?
Because he was a man; hence bona fide childbirth experience he lacked.
My baby girl is a doll, there’s no doubt.
But I’m in awe of the place where her head came out.
She is lovely and Piper is her name–
Though I fear my vajayjay will never be the same.